52:3 Watching You Sleep

I Want to Remember 

Watching You Sleep

I love watching you sleep. You are such a loud sleeper right now - always grunting, cooing or snoring. Anniston loves to check up on you while you sleep. She always giggles at all your little noises.  My favorite part of every day is napping with you. I love feeling your chest breath quickly in and out. I love seeing you open your eyes for a split second, just to check that I am still there with you. I love watching your expressions change while you dream. 

I always wonder what you could possibly be dreaming of when you are so small. Regardless, I hope they are happy dreams as I hold you close. Sweet Dreams Little One. 

Sweet Dreams. 

Don't Sleep Mille! 

Well, as much as Anniston loves her little sister, she does not like her asleep! Amelia can be sound asleep and snoring peacefully in another room and the second Anniston discovers she's missing, she yells, "Don't eep, Millie!" or "Millie Wake Up!" (Note the picture above with the baby sleeping, and then awake when Anniston arrives). At first, it always seemed to startle Amelia, yet she is already better at sleeping through more of Anniston's abrupt wake up calls. 

Poor Millie. 

I just hope that Anniston starts being more mindful of her precious sleep time. I just keep telling myself she loves her so much, she doesn't want to have any time without her. 

And yes, I'll keep telling myself that.

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52:2 Seeing Your Belly Button

I Want to Remember

Seeing Your Belly Button

Today I saw your belly button for the first time. It is the sweetest little belly button ever. We had some slight scares with your umbilical cord stump, as it got infected right away. Luckily, the doctors gave us some medicine for you and it cleared up right away and caused you no pain. When it fell off, it revealed the most adorable belly button ever. I cannot wait to give you full baths, listen to you giggle as we tickle your tummy or blow on your belly. 

Anniston came to your first doctor appointment. She got to listen to your heart and she kept saying
"I give baby sister check up?" Adorable.

Baby Blues
Well, we are right over two weeks and Amelia has had to go get a "check up" three times now. 
Yes, Three doctor's appointments. 
She had her first scheduled doctor appointment when she was only 4 days old. Isn't that soon? The nurse asked if I had any questions and I still felt like I didn't even know this new baby yet. I had a million questions, yet none at the same time. 
Then, a few days later, Amelia's belly button got an infection. I felt like such a failure of a parent, but it never seemed to bother her! Luckily, we got it checked out right away, so it was just an external infection. So we just got some medicated gel and cleared it all out in no time. 
Lastly, she's been having a rough time sleeping at night. I know, this is typical. But her problem isn't staying asleep, she has very irregular breathing. That is terrifying. The doctor either said she has a blocked nasal passage and babies only know how to breathe out of their noses initially, so hopefully as she grows, her breathing will become more regular and in we will both sleep so soundly. 
So hopefully, we are done with the doctor's appointments for awhile! Well, until the dreaded 6 week check up. Shots. Ugh. I hate shots. 

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52:1 Bringing You Home

I Want to Remember 

 Bringing You Home

I want to remember bringing you home. We were anxious to get home and have you meet your sister, see your bedroom and snuggle you in our home. You were so sweet and quiet when we got home. Anniston couldn't stop giving you kisses and hugs as soon as you arrived. I am sure they were just the first of many. Here are just a few of the many snapshots we took on your first day home. Welcome to our World Little One! 

Beautiful Rainbows above our home the Day we brought you home. Maybe we should've named you Rainbow....just kidding Amelia...just kidding.

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52:0 Holding You for the First Time

52:0 I Want to Remember

Holding You for the First Time

Well after 29 hours laboring in the hospital we finally got to meet you. It truly is one of those moments that no one can prepare you for. As exhausted as I was, as sick as I was, and as sore as I was - it just didn't matter anymore. You were a baby girl. You were our baby girl. And you were finally in my arms. You didn't cry, at all actually! You just stared at me, wide-eyed for the longest time. You were instantly loved and will forever be. Welcome to our family Amelia Grace. 

Project 52...AGAIN

Well, it wouldn't be fair to Miss Amelia if she didn't get a weekly updated like Anniston. So I am challenging myself to write about Amelia's life once a week for the first year of her life, hence, Project 52. My goal is to capture a single moment, a big milestone or a simple smile. It is a way for me to "scrapbook" my girl's lives so they have something memorable to look back on when they are older. 

When I did this for Anniston I turned my entire pregnancy and her first Project 52 journal entries into one massive book. It is the neatest thing to look back on and every time I read through it I am reminded of how precious my time is with her. Now I am doing monthly updates on Anniston. My hope is to keep that up to turn her monthly journals into a scrapbook every few years. Since I cannot find the time or energy to print photos and decorate pages anymore, I am considering this is my form of scrap booking for my girls! 

So here is to 52 more weeks of documenting, photographing, and journaling. 

Amelia, let your Project 52 begin. 

40 Weeks

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How Far Along:
40 Weeks Along (04/30/2014)
Where are you baby?! 

Cravings:
I am craving a healthy baby! ALL the time now! :) 

How Am I Feeling:
Well strangely enough I am more comfortable and calm this week than I was last week! I think my body may just be getting used to being uncomfortable! Either way, we are totally ready for baby to make it's debut! When I went in for my 20 week ultrasound, they moved up my due date (they did the same with Anniston - so I should have known better). But regardless, in the back of my mind, I have been thinking, well they said around the 22nd....well...now it's May 1st, so luckily I wasn't too set on an early arrival! 

Belly Button: 
Well its still out and it's not just my family noticing. I have a little girl in my class that comments on it every time she can see it through my shirt! It's hilarious! My students have been so fun to listen to throughout this pregnancy! Their comments and questions just make me laugh! 
Sleep:
Well, that's not really happening much anymore. I just can't seem to find a comfortable position! Strangely enough if I sit upright I am most comfortable. I think it helps a bit with the heartburn, but in reality, just switching positions every 7 minutes is what helps the most! 

Miss Anything: 
  Just feeling normal again! As fun, exciting and rewarding being pregnant is, sometimes I just want to jump into my bed, read a book on the floor with Anniston or be able to reach across my kidney table in my classroom to point to a word for a student. It's the little things! 

Movement:
This week is insane. I truly don't remember Anniston moving like this baby does! We have literally seen large body parts push out and move across my stomach. Yes, it's very strange, yet amazing! At night, Nickolas has been pushing in my ribs because they are so uncomfortable! Baby does NOT appreciate this because it has to adjust it's whole body! But it is amazing to see it move during this time! And my ribs also think it feels pretty amazing! 

Most Exciting Moment This Week:
 We hit 40 weeks and Anniston turned 22 months old! She is such a ham and I just love her to pieces! The things she can say, think and act out already just amaze me! I cannot wait to see how she is with baby! 

Looking Forward To:  
Meeting Baby! I think Nickolas and I are really looking forward to that!
Every morning though I ask Anniston if she is ready for Baby to come yet and she always says no. So I am REALLY hoping one of these mornings she says yes so baby feels ready to enter this world!
About Baby R:
Its typically about 7.5 pounds and 20 inches long at this point. On Monday, I have my next appointment - which I really hope I won't be attending! But regardless, at that point in time they will talk about inducing. I just hope I go naturally before than!

Come on Baby R! We cannot wait to meet your beautiful self! 

Here is me at 39 Weeks with Anniston Jean! 

Anniston is 22 Months Old!

You are 22 Months Old Today!

While Anniston was 21 Months She:

Loves her morning breakfast meals that daddy makes. Blueberry pancakes are her favorite breakfast meal, but her favorite thing to eat is still Spaghetti and Meatballs! 

Moved into her big girl bedroom! She loves it and always brings stuffed animals to cuddle with her at night! 

Finished her first session of gymnastics and learned how to jump! She can get both feet off the ground! She also is very good at stretching! We stretch almost every morning now!  

Loves dancing, running and singing now. We turn on music and she just wiggles and runs around the house. Her favorite song is "Let it Go" from the movie Frozen. She loves acting it out! 

She got the croup and the flu for one whole week. She was such a trooper, but it really wore her out.  

Continued picking the scab on her forehead! We had to resort to wearing REALLY large bandaids all the time, but it's finally gone!

Has hair long enough for pigtails now and the longer it grows, the curler it is becoming!  

Started putting on her shoes and socks all by herself!

Now takes off her clothes and diapers in her crib during naptime and bedtime! So we are now putting duck tape on her diapers to keep them on her! 

Went on an Easter Egg Hunt on a very windy day with friends!

Is patiently waiting for her baby brother or sister to arrive! She always rubs my belly and sings to it. 

Nursery Reveal

Oh I have been anxiously awaiting for this for this moment my entire pregnancy! 

No, no, baby has not arrived, but I finally feel ready for it to because the nursery is finally complete!! 

Since I found out I was pregnant with this baby I told Nick I wanted a "woodland" theme. Really I just thought fox and deer in a nursery was such a cute concept! Nick on the other hand, thought of all the things he could create from wood. So between me searching for fabric swatches and Nick tearing wood off of old barns, this nursery was just one massive Pinterest project, waiting to come to life!

Here are a few of the DIY things we created:

 The "Tree"

So I showed Nickolas this simple tree that I saw on Pinterest. It had a few shelves on it and it was very basic, but I liked it. So Nick said said he wanted to get some wood from a barn that was being torn down and he would make something from that. I was skeptical at first. Especially when he brought home a pile of very old, rustic and beat up wood. But alas, I held my comments in and thank God I did. If you look closely he carved a heart into the tree, he hand stamped 15 copper leaves to the tree and hung a rosary from it! It truly is such a beautiful piece of art and I can't believe he created it! 
Here is his creation of the tree: 

The String Art

Once again, I saw this on pinterest and HAD to have it in the baby room! I knew I wanted the moon and back phrase and possibly a monogram string art, but as the room came together, so did the string art colors and creations. We took colors from the fabric I used and he made the moon out of copper wire to match the leaves (turns out copper wire gets twisted very easily, so he spent a lot of time untangling and unwrapping! But, for the wood, he went back to the pile of old wood that he collected and we found interesting pieces that weren't too beat up. Nickolas may have said a few bad words as he hammered into the dense wood. But overall, I think it was well worth the hassle - simply because he did all the hard work - and it totally adds to the room!

The Fox

Well foxes seemed to be everywhere this year, so I knew I wanted to add them to the nursery. Nick created a fox face replica from the fabric on the computer and we used it to create a minky/felt pillow cover and another string art. I love how the faces match up and how fuzzy the fox pillow is to cuddle up with! I still don't know what the fox says, but I do know that they are certainly cute and totally go with all the woodland decor. I also kept the wooden piece that Nick used to hand stamp the cooper leaves. I thought it was a cool piece of artwork. 

The Ladder Project

Well once again, this little gem was found at a farm. Nick brought it home with no idea what to use it for, but he knew I would use it for something! Originally we wanted to hang it above the crib and hang the felt woodland mobile from it. But, once we placed it there, it took away from the string art and the tree. So we had to go to Plan B. I thought about making a bookshelf from it, but we already had one, so we just had it sitting on it's side in the room for about a week, when it hit me. Hey, just  hang it on it's side and make it a shelf. One can never have too many shelves! I love all the little details we added to it - a cross Nick's grandfather made, a ladybug that Nick's mother gave me, woodland woods, a plush fox, and a collection of fantastic frames. I love this addition and can't wait to fill it with pictures and knick knacks for Baby R!

 The Crib Bumpers

Well this is my 3rd time around making crib bumpers and these are by far my favorite! Each time I try to come up with a better pattern and I think I may have found my go to pattern! Unfortunately, they were, by far, the most time consuming and the biggest pain to make! I literally stuffed them with a ladle and a lot of bad words. But, I got the job done and couldn't be more happy with them! 

The Accessories

I LOVE this whole set! I feel like it ties the entire room together. After Annie's room redo and this room I have learned to love quilting. It's time consuming, yet there is something about it that is very calming and rewarding. I ended up doing a patchwork quilt for this baby. There are 8 different pattern swatches and some are minky, some are fuzzy and the rest are cotton swatches from the the Michael Miller Norwegian Woods line. I ended up making a quilt, a boppy cover, a diaper holder and changing pad cover to go along with the room! Also, I found the white little night stand at a local boutique in town that I am in love with called Salvage Sisters! They have amazing stuff and it fits perfectly with the decor! 

So see, doesn't it just make you want to go be adventurous in the woods or something? Or curl up with a fox? Either way, I love it and I am so thankful for my sweet husband for helping me creating such a wonderful woodland for baby! 

38 Weeks

How Far Along:
38 Weeks Along (04/17/2014)

Cravings:
Parfaits and smoothies. Basically fruity deliciousness of any kind is my kind of treat! 

How Am I Feeling:
At ease. It's a very strange feeling. Part of me, well, a lot of me, just wants this baby to come already! It's heavy, it's constant pressure, I'm swelling up and I'm totally ready to stop peeing ALL. THE. TIME!
 Yet, at the same time, I want this next week and half to spoil Anniston, watch movies, run errands, and spoil Anniston some more! I am having a very difficult time knowing that we will only be a family of 3 for a short time more. Of course I am excited for baby, but it's overwhelming to think that I won't be able give all my extra attention and time to Anniston. I just don't  want her to feel less special or loved when baby comes.
Oh, my mommy hormones are on high alert!  

Sleep:
Anniston has been sleeping a lot better again, so that has given me a little bit more shut eye. But between the shifting of pillows, bathroom breaks and baby monitor checks, sleep is still pretty limited. But still probably better than what it is going to be in 2 weeks!

Miss Anything: 
Well I just can't wait to get outside and be active again. The weather is SLOWLY starting to feel like spring again! So it is exciting to see people out, the ground and knowing that it can only go up from here! Well....hopefully! 

Most Exciting Moment This Week:
Anniston's room is complete, the new nursery is complete and my hospital bags are ALMOST completely packed. So really, the baby can come ANY day now! We. Are. Ready.
Maybe...
Complaint of the Week:  
Heartburn is full force right now. I take Zantac 150 every morning and Tums throughout the day. Yet, that doesn't seem to be helping anymore! This is either going to be one hairy baby or I really might throw this baby right up! At least it feels that way sometimes...

Looking Forward To:  
Baby's D Day! We have a boy and girl name picked out. We have been pretty set on them since the beginning. We picked two new names this time around, but I have said them both several times and I feel good about them!
I just can't wait to feel what labor is like this time, or what this baby looks like, or how I feel afterwards. Just an exciting time with so many questions!
About Baby R:
Well I can definitely tell this baby is growing! It is about 6.9 pounds and at least 19.5 inches long! It has a firm grasp now so it can grab onto my fingers when it arrives!  Baby's organs are fully matured and ready for the World!

Here is me at 38 weeks with Anniston!

36 Weeks

How Far Along:
36 Weeks Along (04/03/2014)

Cravings:
Strawberries and applesauce. Really anything fruity. I think it is my body just getting ready to enjoy spring weather and everything that comes with it! But right now, nothing a bowl of strawberries and lemonade. I think Anniston is liking my "cravings" too, because that is her go to "nack" everyday after daycare! 

How Am I Feeling:
Well, the baby has DEFINITELY dropped. I am feeling myself start to waddle more and more every day. And I must look like the baby is ready too because now whenever I go anywhere people say - How much longer again? Any day now? Oh you must be ready to go!
You know...the usual last month remarks that make me feel even more massive and ready to go! 

Sleep:
Pretty light sleeping lately. Between moving Anniston from her old bedroom to her new bedroom and constant bathroom breaks, I feel like I have a newborn already! But overall, I would say my sleep is MUCH better this time around, than the last time around. Nickolas is happy, because I am finally at the "constantly hot" stage. So that means the fan is on all night and no covers. Just how he loves it! 

Miss Anything: 
Well I just can't wait to get outside and be active again. The weather is SLOWLY starting to feel like spring again! So it is exciting to see people out, the ground and knowing that it can only go up from here! Well....hopefully! 

Most Exciting Moment This Week:
 I completely finished the baby bumpers and am ALMOST done with the quilt! We hung up everything and now it's just little things here and there! I promise to post up pictures soon! I just want it all complete before I do! 

Looking Forward To:  
This weekend! My parents are taking Anniston for the weekend, so Nickolas and I get a babymoon! We aren't going anywhere or doing anything....but just knowing that we have a weekend to sleep in, take naps, run errands and organize is pretty much the coolest vacation ever!!
About Baby R:
This baby is growing about an ounce a DAY! Oofta! No wonder I am feeling pressure! It is about 6 pounds and at least 18.5 inches long! It is starting to shed some of that downy hair that covers their body. By the end of this week, the baby will be considered pre-term. Full term is 39-40 weeks, but it is still safe to have baby at any point from here on out! Also, I learned at my last appointment that baby's head is already down!

Here is me at 37 weeks with Anniston!